domingo, mayo 30, 2004

The Mandatory Iodine will Screech at Neon Radiology.

A day and night out. i went out at 3pm yesterday. i came back at 7am. Geeez.... tiring...

the last Initial D qualifying rounds today at Dhoby Ghaut MRT station. too freaking hard to qualify... 2"50"1xx the "worst" time to beat. TOO HARD!

I play Initial D so much, i wonder why i dunt have a dream car. Nothing has come along and knocked me off my feet yet.

I beat Bunta 2 stars though... not too bad lah... okay so there's so many ppl more better then me. sadded.

on the other hand, i went to play at XSquare. i guess my Soul Caliber 2 is not too bad... can beat most of my friends more than they beat me. Lolz SPAWN is GOOD! Mitsurugi is also good! so is Kinik (or whatever its name is).

To Zanarkand is HARD. VERY HARD!!!!!! Grade 8... =( managed to play the right hand part (w/o the accompaniment left hand you know?) thru till the semi-demi quavers.. GYAAHHHHHHH!

Shit that friend of mine. I really dun't wanna argue and all that. haiz i dunno. Maybe my mental capacity is really up to here. Sadded then. NO!!! i will not yield!!! i will try to increase mental sharpness.

purposely being an idiot in front of them is a stupid thing to do. Laughing at idiocy is evil. i really very fake in front of him and i really very stupid in front of him. that's how i am. maybe i shall stay away from him liao. cos although our interests are the same, the way we appreciate it is not.

Confucius said:
"Do not be concerned about others not appreciating you. Be concerned about your not appreciating others."

Some light shone to my small insignificant mind...

Alright so i'll not care about him belittling me.. I'll care about other's good points...

Didn't manage to meet my girl. ARGH VERY THE FRUSTRATING. She's over in TM and i'm in PS.. wad the hell lohz... da bai nv see her... miss her...

Security (The Lack Of It) Issues abound. i really know i'm not doing enough to keep this relationship. But i'm really feeling from the bottom of my heart that i wouldn't want anyone else in the world but her to be my girlfriend.

I gotta shop for clothes liao... i also gotta save money.

my life... really a speck in the whole wide world...

8.12am.