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Hmmmm... this will be a confessional blogpost.

I'm sorry.

I haven't done my best to everyone.

Monkey has posted a really touching testimonial for me on friendster. Of course, there are other really touching testimonials that have been written for me... But Monkey, the one whom i suan (insult) most of the time, has written a serious one. so i resolved to myself... i shall not treat monkey like an ass (although he behaves like one sometimes mwahahha). Bah, you have launched me into this sentimental mood that has sent me thinking about stuff... and i realise i dunt appreciate my friends enough...

i have a point of argument in here though. To be honest, just a really few (really really few) frens i have confided in... I'll name just one, Juriana, cos i feel she is deserves to be named. she's just a being of goodness...

However, its my fault, since i usually dunt say anithing. Well... i'm sorry for that... But i feel that i shld keep private matters to myself. >.<

I love my parents, whom i dunt really talk to all the time. I feel that i was not brought up by them... because i remember growing up in my grandmother's house... with a really scary auntie who terrorised me. Not the crazy auntie, another auntie. All my parents did for me last time... i forgot already... maybe i didn't remember... All i know is that now, my parents provide for me financially, and provide me with a house to stay. So i shall get a job, and provide for them when i get one.

Cocked up, aren't I?

To Juriana... Thank God for this angel on earth.

To Princess Tomato... we were good friends for a period... you symbolise the ultimate success woman to me. In everything. The only flaw in you is your tendency to crumble under stress. i wish i could actively help.. but you have enough friends that are 100 times better than me who will help you. Go on and succeed in life, and prove me right.

To Quek... i'm always looking stupid and dumb and cant be bothered to you... cos you are smart and tactful so i can't get back at you! You chose your path in life yourself, i hope you've accepted it...

To Ah_dog, Gay, Monkey, and Mama... you guys i've known since sec 1, knew each other better in sec 2... i know i've been stupid and idiotic and a jerk for most of the time.. thanks for bearing with me. Especially Mama.

To Bui_Gia... i known you onli from a little way into the year when we were in sec 3... became close cos you were very friendly, and were close wif the grp of frens i was close to (above paragraph the people lar). However in this short period of time you've been a blast. Given me a different perspective on how to deal with life. I know you've been through a few rough patches in here. I just hope things turned out the best possible way they can be.

To Lychee... We knew each other since... not too sure. You and I, i admit, aren't too close... i dun't know why. i think you have your fair share of confidants... But i'll say that when there's anything up that requires my help, i'll help. You'll be successful in life, thats for sure.

To Levis... We've known each other very recently onli. Your views on life and mine differ greatly... Hope you're doing well in USA. Just pay Lychee a bit more attention...

To Raven... I owe you 3 million and 65 dollars. I'll pay them back when i become a billionaire.

To Yip Teng... You're a great friend i've known for since primary one to sec 4... 10 years... Wow... we've changed alot hor?

To my primary sch frens... You guys rock.

To piggy jie... we dunt talk much liao... but i hope you will do well in your A's! Den when you free, lez go eat eat ok? >.<

Last but not least, to the girl who i love... You are really perfect. You are everything good in the world bundled and wrapped up. I'm just really nervous around you sometimes.

To all my friends (if i nv name you, too bad larh... its onli mi, a noname nonsensical slacker wad, no big deal rite?), who've been there for me, and who've just accompanied me and cheered me up without knowing it, thanks guys (and gals).

I know there are some posts i made here in this blog that are 'controversial', but i cannot lie. Thus, scold me if you want.

However, I shall say it now that every one of you have inspired me in little different ways.

All right enough with the mushy stuff.

DOVES OF PEACE AWAY!