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I wrote a LONG post, but somehow it got deleted and was never posted up. shitty.
Things did not go well for Cat's BBQ. It was drizzling slightly, and there was someone i did not want to meet who was going. Sian ji bua, all the ppl there are not ppl i can say i'm comfortable with, except Jasmine. Although i can also count Ahpui and Zonka as friends lah... Last time Cat oso help mi alot... but i duno why i nv talk to her liao.
Passive peer pressure from friends teasing me abt her, i guess. Sorry Jas, for pang-seh you.
I think noneed to go Kimage liao, i go cut somewhere le... Been talking abt it for so long, haiz 4get it.
The past is what makes me.
And I hate the past.
Bleh... Listening to Glay - Kimi Ga Iru right now... and its reminding me of the few (a week and a half, or less, i think) extremely late nights (right up to 6am i think) I spent during the holidays chiong-ing Initial D seasons 1 and 2, and the movie. Waahhaha..... nice show!
Going to watch Mean Girls with Quek and Jas... Sorri Boon, its she suggest the movie one.
Lol, Lindsay Lohan is teh hot on F.U.B.A.R.. Some really sick, really perv, really funny stuff there. To the typical Singaporean, its a revolting perv site. But the people are just really being asses and pervs for the fun of it. People being total assholes and pervs, cos they can't in real life. They've got normal lives, i can assure you. Oh yeah, the webmaster Justin is from Brunei.
Just watched finish the first episode of GTO : Drama Serial. The sequel to Great Teacher Onizuka (GTO), its kinda interesting. I feel for the characters, especially the O himself. He seems to love attention and does outrageous stuff, but i guess its cos of his upbringing. He also appears not to have self-confidence (notice it) at least in the drama serial. The O also said "I like girls like
Java Programming and Mathematics. Killer subjects.
Got some stuff that slip my mind when i wanna type it out. Farkz.
I'm gonna wake up early and send my girl to school. I dunt care lah, she's indirectly making me become the procastinator again. Cos there's a present in my bag, waiting to be unwrapped.
Last time i met my girl : Friday.
Last time talked to her : 1030pm just now. She fell asleep b4 sms-ing me. Farkz lah cb canot sms mi good nite arh.
Bth her sometimes. But i never tell her arh. Haiz... I love her so much.
Went out to Suntec City's Marche to eat yesterday nite. WOW SOFT SHELL CRAB YUMMMMYYYY!!!! I think the cheese sausage is a waste. $8.20 siah. ouch............
Must control my finances... I've got a $130 soft toy and an MP3 player on my mind(IRiver perhaps). There's also the long term goal of saving up to buy a drumset with mufflers. My classmate Jasper gian me into jamming again...
Chio bo? That's just for the super convenient one.. If i really wanna buy, i'll buy this. But if got 40 or 80 GB versions loh.
2ml got 4 hrs of maths... (maniacal laughter) I'm dead!
I just wanna while my time away, doing nothing much out of the ordinary... Live in the country perhaps, living a day for a day.
But no, i'm born in Singapore. The fast-paced, kiasu metropolis, trends changing as fast as PCs come out.
So i've settled to venture into the computer entertainment industry (read : PC GAMES) and earn a healthy $10 million and retire. Oh yeah, $100 million , why not?
Then i'll buy a farm. She said she'll like to have a farm. Of course, we'll hire people to do the dirty work.
Dream on..........
Sorry to Joanne for not helping you. I'll make it up somehow.
Written testis for Ju and Sarah. No creative energy to write to anyone else.
I wrote one for my girl too... But she nv put it up...
Ryan said: "Have more self confidence" . I realise you do not know me well enough yet. I also feel that I do not need to know you more than what i am comfortable enough with. I dislike being pressured into a friendship. You think i haven't been through anything right? I say, FUCK YOU. You seem like a stupid emo immature ass bitching about every other thing anyway, what right you got to say anything to me?
And you seem gay.
Jeannette is a nice ger arh. Very like a da jie siah... if i got a da jie, she'll be the bez!
I cant behave normally in school. Why????? muz try to be my normal weird self.
I'm going to be a sour bastard this week. I hope my girl can brighten my day, if not i'll drown myself in homework and music.
Music, music. I bought BoxCar Racer... Every song in the album is good. They're gonna alleviate some of the emptyness in my bus rides to and from school.
A JBallad classic- First Love by Utada Hikaru.
I dig Transformers. Shut the fuck up, they're nice. Did you know that Spiderman had a cameo in TF? And G.I. Joe too!
Yay Morrowind is nice. My cousin introduced me to levitation, where its essentially the noclip cheap from Half-Life. Ah, the game that started the FPS boom. And Counter-Strike. I may have a future in Gaming History, if there is such a thing.
The Duel Project. Two films i would wanna watch. And the other films by both the directors too. Got this off F.U.B.A.R. , so i apologise if it seems like a ripoff, but the point is, i dig. And yeah Sarah, its along the lines of Battle Royale.
I woke up with a stiff neck. It hurt, and made me grumpy. But its gone now, magically. I'll sleep in a proper position 2nite. Maybe i have a mastery of yoga, but only when i'm asleep. Cos when i get up, i'm in some weird yoga-ish postition, with my arms and legs all over. Lol, just bs i noe. But i'm a lamer at heart, bo pian. So says my girl... grrrr... she complain i make her lame.. but the temptations of being lame are just too irresistable...
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I also realise that i have a different lingo from everyone. From Boon and guys, from my classmates, from my gf and her friends, from my pri sch friends, from Jas and Quek and all of them.
Where do i belong??? Why am i what i am?????
"I think, therefore I am." - René Descartes. I will read the article soon... but the line itself has lots of thought-provoking stuff.
I see myself in an alternate reality as a professional drummer, in a world-reknown rock band. In another alternate reality, I'll be a good ol' ranger, living off the land, and rearing a white tiger. Or a storybook writer. Or a philosopher.
Dream on...
Ah.. finally i'm starting to feel sleepy. Blogging is therapeutic.
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