hahaha i was rambling lah.
Wad i mean actually was that you always keep on gotz probs like bitches in ur life, a M.I.A ex-bf (whom you still keep contact wif now), and perhaps more that i can't think of rite now, cos i very stressed out. haha, and you still dun look stressed! I mean, perfect complexion!
If i were you i'll be maaaaybe slitting my wrists already.
Its also just that i feeling was VERY depressed at that time. I felt as if i was losing contact with each and every one of my friends and that none of my friends will ever find me cos i'm useless and not needed and i was gonna be alone and no1 is gonna remember me and i am just gonna rot and no1 will lift a cow's ass to care. so yeah i was kinda typing stupid stuff, just so that you kinda stand out as the one who is really kinda content with poly life, so i was envious of that.
Sorri if it offended you =(
I'm also sorri i don't make sense at all.
2ml my sch starts at 0800, ends at 2130.
my emo world starts now.
*cough* back to the realm of the sane. I need a folder. To keep my worksheets.
Need something to pass the time by for my 4hr break on mondays, and 3hr break on tuesdays.
I will read all of terry pratchet's books!
I also think the Revenge of the Sith has lousy acting!
On to random stupid pics!
My bag. Ripcurl. Lousy lighting.
My alarm clock. It rings DAMN LOUD.
Silvia... duno wad is the model lar. Pls someone tell me. Also imagine there is no dustbin blocking the front.
There is no dustbin blocking the front! HA! Take that, dustbin!
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My life is in a wreck now. I don’t need my buddy and Ju to tell me that they feel apart from me. Thanks for the nick.*sarcastically* I saw the nick then I knew it’s definitely about me.
Get this right buddy. I never contact you does not mean you gonna lose me or I’ve forgotten about you. My friend got this nice Billabong sling bag. I asked him where he bought coz I told him it kind of suit my buddy- YOU too. God knows about it… My friend too. So yah. No use telling you about it now since you’ve bought a new bag. I stand out? Sheesh… If only I can switch place with you for one day then you will know what I’m going through. And hell yes I’m sick of trying fugging hard to be a fun and all-round nice girl. Can’t you see? I’m always putting up brave fronts and I’m always happy-go-lucky recently? I don’t want my worries to be on my mind every now and there. If I’m always dead and serious, I’ll have lots of gray hair. And by the time I pluck them out, I’ll be bald. What’s there to be envious about? Being well-dressed is what a bitchy tai-tai will do what… Aiyo!~! DO NOT ASSUME that I always find my sistas whenever I’ve a problem. We are close coz we see one another almost 4 weekdays a week due to training. Some things are just not convenient to tell them. I do want to talk to you but don’t you realize you are always away on MSN? Such as… My try-out for Nationals 2006 is in a month’s time and I’m not even ready for single hand extension and cart-wheels. I have to worry for so many things in Magnum. Sometimes I cannot take the stress… I just cry it out on my way home. Who knows? No one… If I tell my mama, she’ll just say “it’s you yourself who chooses to be in Magnum what” Get what I mean? And also Kelvin is back. I just met up with him at Starbucks abt 4 hrs ago. Yea we talked a lot. I was damn wrong. I pinned onto false hopes. He told me his plans and boy, I was not inside. So yah, I’m devastated and even more emotional than ever.
Hey gerl...I didnt sae i felt apart from u....Dun misunderstand jon okie...He doesnt mean to hurt or offend u in aniway my dear...Relax...I noe u dun forget us...Trust me i noe u betta den tat...Gerl,wen ur with me..U dun hve to put up a front...be watever u wanna be..grumpy,sad...Quiet or anitin arh...Dun mind jon okie....he's aso goin kinda of a tough time rite now...And jon u betta apologise okie....Plz remember tis..We love you okie....And we are always here if u nid us....Always okie....Dun pluck ur grey hair too much okie...Not good...About Kelvin...Haiz..I noe u love him...But he is a total jerk..jackass....I noe alot of people have probably told u tat he is not worth it...forget him n stuff liddat....All i m gonna say to u is...Take all e time in e world.....Cry as much as u wan...Scold as much as u wan..Do watever u wan to make urself feel betta...Even if it is for a little while....It ll take time...And if u ever nid sumone to juz hear u cry or scream or sumtin..Juz call me ro msg oki...I m here..Always am...I betta stop okie...I love u gerl....And tkc okie...HUGS!!!
JuJu
Sorry jas...
i didn't mean to offend you..
i just felt deep down in my heart you weren't really happy, and i didn't have the guts to ask you.
my fault =(
let's meet for dinner or something sometime and talk it over ok?
i also won't use the damn nickname liao.
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