Had a chance encounter with piggy jie.. and emilia. Didn't talk much... i guess i dun talk much now...

She made me think : have i changed in the time of after o's until now? have i accomplished anything i wanted to do? do i even know what i want to do?

Who am i now? What am i supposed to accomplish?

I just read in this book "At the rate you're going, you'll get jaded pretty soon. Go find a nice girl." I didn't buy American Gods, i bought Battle Royale. So that book said that.

Jaded huh? yeah i guess i am...