I am going to forget abt this and put this behind me. I'm not gonna use something from such a long time ago to be angry with you. I think i am being childish and stupid. I am not going to allow this to affect our friendship. i think it's not worth quarreling over such stupid issue such as this. It is not like i backstabbed you, nor is it that i swindled you of your money.

No, i am not capable of that. I was simply being stupid, moody, immature and selfish of my own feelings, and being nasty to you.

I apologise juri.. I'm really sorri.

I'm not going to like her now. I am never going to say it out, because saying it out will result in some really uneasiness between us (all of us), and it is not worth ruining the friendship of not 1, but 2 wonderful friends if i carry on being selfish to myself. This is the incorrect time for me to be liking someone also. Focusing on my studies, trying to get my life in order will be my priority. Cherishing my friends too.

I dunno wad else to say... only that i am a dumbass and a stupid jerk.