Oasis: Wonderwall

Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.

Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up... Come on... why you scared
You'll never change what been and gone



Come on, be strong and carry on. No matter whatever you say, underneath your "wadever la jon", i think you still havent gotten over him. i dunno whether you're in self-denial my dear.. you just seem so sad.

I just missed Lucky, he was in transit today AND I DIDNT PICK UP HIS FREAKING CALL(my hp change to 02 so long ago, but lost his no....) i am SUCH a bastard.

Why do i feel that someone has become a parrot of another now, when last time she's so chatty and funny, now she's juz following someone around and listening to her?


My guild leader Akelt is there, he's that guy in the yellow shirt, his gf is phoa hot! I cant load the high res version, its too large to upload. They all look like some hippy kids who are nuts. Crazy bunch of guys and gals Down Under. I wonder how life's like there. Maybe if i'm depressed/crazy/rich/stupid enough i'll go there during my hols.

They're a bunch of friends, just like me and the "stick together, team" guys... but we're all split up now, someone in Aus, 2 in US, the remaining all different poly/jc. When everything was like that it was great we nv cherish, now we're split. Some are having the time of their life, others aren't. No ill feelings, just an observation about life. Nothing lasts forever lah.

We all move on... but sometimes the feelings of nostalgia come back. I've learnt that whatever the fuck is thrown in your face, juz go grin and bear it lah. I feel that no matter what the fuck you're feeling right now, looking "gong", "blur" and maybe "stupid" is the way to go.

Something will come.

For me, that's getting to know Rui and getting this gig thingy in Dec. Music = i like, therefore giving me a deadline gives me a sense of urgency no fucking ITDF05 module can give me. I know Kell is really like the lowest of the life forms (baaaacterriaaaa) right now, not divine beings of metal like (insert band name here) , or handsome emo dudes like (insert band name here), or etc, etc, etc.

But i havent done anything to my best for a year, i'll be fucked if i don't try my best in something.