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Do you believe the world's supply of crude oil can, and will run out in our lifetime?

Do you believe that the worlds' many typhoons/floods and droughts/heatwaves (adverse weather changes) are directly caused by human pollution?

Do you believe we are domesticating cattle/poultry to an extent that mad cow and bird flu is an indirect cause of too much domestication?

Do you believe that there are more 'new', resistant, 'intelligient' viruses to come?

Do you believe that Jesus will come down from the heavens (of which its ozone layer has already gottenz eroded lolz) and save us?

Or do you believe that UFOS will obliterate us (or transport us to another planet), if you are so inclined?

A fucked up mood begets a fucked up (but it made me laugh! out loud!) picture :



I am really serious about being a good drummer.

I am really serious about music.

http://www.futureproducers.com/

I am going to believe that after i get the drum pads, i will improve greatly in technique, and from there i dunno liao.

Not knowing your future is lame. Fuck not knowing your future.

To that bastard retard guy who bought a guitar and amp for $350 and presently has NO interest in playing anymore : Fuck you dumbass, just cos your ex break up with you then you depressed? Den you depressed stay at home play comp games / school and den come to jamming and play like fuck, expecting us to teach you WHEN RESOURCES ONLINE CAN BE FOUND SO EASILY? You're dumb and you want ppl to handfeed you, when your 'bro' can learn the guitar all by himself and is now actually able to fucking think up some melody? no future loser.

Why do i feel my interests are so different from everyone around me?

What do i talk about? I am very boring and bored most of the time. I CANT HELP IT.

What is the use of 'loving' and 'liking' and having someone in a relationship? For the warm fuzzy feeling you get?

Or maybe i haven't met any girl that has knocked me off my feet yet?

A survey said IQ of 125 will get 1st class degree easily.

Of course a simple IQ test won't determine how you will fare. If like that, everyone at some age take IQ tests and jobs decided for life liao.

What's 'first class degree' anyway? What's the TRUE value of IQ anyway? Just cos you are smarter than most people doesnt mean you make tests and judge ppl's capabilities by number, and put them into the "You're a genius, but you had to take our test to prove it, how dumb" or the "You're dumb, but in the normally average dumbness range, which is for sure below us" brackets.

IQ tests are lame. Fuck IQ tests.

Why am i thinking of this shits when exams/tests/projects are up?

Cos i have never been happy with this course and never will be. I have regretted going and learning these subjects of which i have absolutely no interest in, and I am bitter about it.

That's why i am so fucking sianded.

I am trying my bez to smile, i am trying my bez to be 'carefree' but my life has crumbled downhill and crumbled into atoms ever since i went to poly and i dunno what to do.

Logic points me in the "JUST STUDI AND FUCKING GRADUATE LAH. WORK AND WORK UNTIL YOU CAN GET THE FUCK OUT OF SINGAPORE LA" .

I am drifting nowhere, with no future, no life.

I dun know what to do.

That is the sad fact.

I am spending money, i am waking up late, i am procastinating.

Cos i don't care about my fucking life.

What am i going to do to actually get back to feeling that i'm actually living a life?

Will buying clothes, watches, accessories help me?

Will getting a girlfriend help me?

Will getting laid help me?

Will smoking help me?

Will drinking help me?

Will suicide help me?

Will crying help me?

Will drumming help me?

Will studying help me?

Will writing a story help me?

Why am i so full of angst and stuff? Am i still so immature?

Fuck lah, i'm going to do my projects.