ahamiqyi, i feel guilty and i dun't expect forgiveness. I hate myself.

ynuhseae, why did you stop picking up our calls? Do i repulse you that much? I know i still owe you cash. I already swore i'll pay you back.
Is it because that we crashed your house too much? Were we a nuisance? Or is the reason that you can't stand the sight of me? Please just scold us, or me. Don't just stop answering our calls as though you're not alive anymore.
Can't sleep properly. I'll never get answers.

aarunji, i'm sorry i caused you hurt today. I see your point...

I'm scared everything. Don't you see? I am a paranoid person. I don't dare to do anything for fear of tripping now.

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