I've been reading Fadejet's blog.

He amazes me.

Someone with 19 years of experience in this world, so pure? So kind, optimistic and positive?

What makes people like him pull through, without turning jaded, bitter nor cynical?

I mean, he says "I love financial management!".

Is it a belief in God? That He will come shining down to our planet, and Pass the Final Judgement?

Is it a belief in that there is innate goodness in all human beings? That everyone has a 'good' side to them? Haha i wish it is so. But just taking the 7pm bus from bugis to home shatters that notion. Why? Try it. In a jam packed bus.

I am thusly ashamed. Being shown the less magnificent side of civilization has only degraded me. I should be working hard to better myself, for none but for the better. I will not believe in Him when there is No Shining Example. I do believe in the other him, where the latest of his sins have seemed to be in vogue this several centuries. Greed.

But by acknowledging him, I admit to accepting the existence of his anti-thesis (for how are deeds measured? in words).

Where then, are they who work in Thy Holy Name? There is Hell on Earth. There is no Heaven on Earth.

And a very good night to you, dear reader. ^_^